It so complicated

Since there is problem in my house, my family
my life become so complicated, very2 complicated :(
i must go home as fast as i can... to monitoring my home situation.
As a first child, I have big job to solve this problem
I'm afraid if I can not do this
Why I must known this problem when i must concentrate to judgement dayof my thesis?
What a damn thing!!!!
I feel my head will blow up because this
No, I do not give up and only cry all day long.
No, I can not tell the truth about my problem to you, but i will tell u soon.
Pliz God, help me to solve this problem, save my family, and wish I become a stronger girl than before.
Yeah... this is caused why I sad and confused, like my posting before, confused and sad.